All the places I’ve been and things I’ve seen
A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams
The faces of people I’ll never see again
And I can’t seem to find my way home

For the Bastard

Pick it up, pick it all up.
And start again.
You’ve got a second chance,
you could go home.
Escape it all.
It’s just irrelevant.

It’s just medicine.
It’s just medicine.

You could still be,
what you want to,
What you said you were,
when I met you.

You’ve got a warm heart,
you’ve got a beautiful brain.
But it’s disintegrating,
from all the medicine.
from all the medicine.
from all the medicine.
Medicine.

You could still be,
what you want to,
What you said you were,
when you met me.

You could still be,
what you want to.
What you said you were,
when I met you.
when you met me.
when I met you.

While I powder my nose,
he will powder his gums,
& if I try to get close,
he is already gone,
I don’t know where he’s going,
I don’t know where he’s been.
But he is restless at night,
he has horrible dreams.

So we lay in the dark,
cause we’ve got nothing to say.
Just the beating of hearts,
like two drums in the grey.
I don’t know what we’re doing,
I don’t know what we’ve done.
But the fire is coming,
so I think we should run.

I think we should run, run, run, run..
Run, run, run, run..
Run, run, run, run..

While I put on my shoes,
he will button his coat,
& we will step outside,
checking out the coast is clear
on both sides,
we don’t wanna be seen.
Oh, this is suicide..
But you can’t see the ropes.

& I won’t tell my mother.
It’s better she don’t know
& he won’t tell his folks,
Cause they’re already ghosts.
So we’ll just keep each other,
as safe as we can.
Until we reach the border,
until we make our plan.

To run, run, run, run..
To run, run, run, run..
To run, run, run, run..

Will you stay with me my love?
For another day..
Cause I don’t want to be alone,
when I’m in this state.
Will you stay with me my love?
Till we’re old and grey.
I don’t wanna be alone.
When these bones decay..

Run, run, run, run..
Oh run, run, run, run..
Run, run, run, run..
Ooh and run, run, run, run..
Run, run, run, run..
Run, run, run, run..

While I powder my nose,
he will powder his gums,
& if I try to get close,
he is already gone,

Don’t know what we’re doing,
don’t know what we’ve done.
But the fire is coming,
so I think we should run.

For they who shall remain unnamed.

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it’s a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.

And if you’re still breathing, you’re the lucky ones.
‘Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.

We are the reckless,
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we’ll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

And if you’re still bleeding, you’re the lucky ones.
‘Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
We’re setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home,
It was a flood that wrecked this home.

And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it

Well I’ve lost it all, I’m just a silhouette,
A lifeless face that you’ll soon forget,
My eyes are damp from the words you left,
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.

And if you’re in love, then you are the lucky one,
‘Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I’m forever missing him.

And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it

I’m wasted, losing time
I’m a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
I want him but we’re not right

In the darkness I will meet my creators
And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator

I should go now quietly
For my bones have found a place
To lie down and sleep
Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
All my children can become me
What a mess I leave
To follow

In the darkness I will meet my creators
They will all agree, I’m a suffocator

Suffocator
Oh no
I’m sorry if I smothered you
I sometimes wish I’d stayed inside
My mother
Never to come out

Come here in the duality of time
The things I feel now I never thought I’d find
I wonder if our future was written in our past
I was your first taste, would you be my last


My world split in two
I had to prove I didn’t think
I didn’t know I could do it without you
Do it without you.


Envision me on the frame
Lost in the rules we made to our own game
I crawl myself through black holes
To wind up at his door
More than eyes to find
Didn’t believe it wasn’t worth the fall


My world split in two
I had to prove I didn’t think
I didn’t know I could do it without you
Do it without you.

We built paths, have every right to breathe
I had to prove I didn’t think
I didn’t know I could do it without you
Do it without you.


No trace of where
Now fully realized this fear
Did destroy or deny what maybe you once felt inside
Skin crawls and filled with land
Terror hands and rarely spread

My world split in two
I had to prove I didn’t think
I didn’t know I could do it without you
Do it without you.

We built paths, have every right to breathe
I had to prove I didn’t think
I didn’t know I could do it without you
Do it without you.

From the east to the south
I tongue the roof of my mouth

To new days of doubt without you

First gear
I face the trouble ahead
Final word has been said
Long distance spread between us
I tell myself to

Hold on
It won’t be long
Till I grow through this struggle

Time to wake up
Find my soul

Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you

Not called for weeks now
Six days without sleep means
I am a slave to my early grave
If I do not be brave, behave
Seize myself out of this mess
I have created of myself, yet again
Yet again I say

Hold on
It won’t be long
till I grow through this struggle

Time to wake up
Find my soul

Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you

We go on
Heart beats strong
Still whole
Unbroken
As we divide
Our love, goodbye

Thanks for the time
Time of my life

Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you
Happy without you

Time
Time
Of my life

Time
Time
Of my life (So happy without you)

Time
Time
Of my life

Thanks for the time of my life (Happy without you)
Happy without you
Happy without you

Dance, bitches!

Didn’t know what this would be
But I knew I didn’t see
What you thought
You saw in me

I jumped the gun
So sure you’d split and run
Ready for the worst
Before the damage was done

The storm never came
Or it never was
Didn’t know getting lost in the blue
It meant I wound up losing you

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind
So dark and foul I can’t disguise
Can’t disguise
Nights like this
I become afraid
Of the darkness in my heart
Hurricane

What’s wrong with me
Why not understand and see
I never saw
What you saw in me

Keep my eyes open
My lips sealed
My heart closed
And my ears peeled

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind
So dark and foul I can’t disguise
Can’t disguise
Nights like this I become afraid
Of the darkness in my heart
Hurricane

Make ash and leave the dust behind
Lady diamond in the sky
Wild light
Glowing bright
To guide me
When I fall
I fall on tragedy

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind
So dark and foul I can’t disguise
Can’t disguise
Nights like this I become afraid
Of the darkness in my heart
Hurricane